I'm pretty sure you only ever fall in love once.

Kinda funny..

How sometimes you want something or think about someone so much, that all you do is dream about it. At first you wake up filled with happiness and hope. You dream that someday you'll be able to have that thing that you so desire. Eventually, you wake up knowing that once again it was only a dream, and that dream begins to turn into a nightmare. You realize that no matter how much you dream of it, you'll never have that which you want. Partly because you are scared to try and get it, partly because you don't know how or where to begin. I think it's kinda funny. Sad maybe. But funny.