I only half hope that this semester doesn't go so great. Academic suspension doesn't sound so bad, ya know? I mean, I'll get a job, maybe head out to Arizona for a bit, pay off all my bills, hang out with friends and family more often, be more physically active. It actually sounds pretty great. Don't worry!  It's not like I'm going to stop trying to do well, but IF I don't do well enough to stay in school, I won't be so bummed.

Maybe this'll give me some time to think about what I really want to pursue as a career..