I thought I could be strong and tough through the whole ordeal of having my gma die. I didn't cry until today when I saw my dad. As soon as I knew he was here and saw him, I just starting bawling. For the last few days I know everyone has been watching me and wondering why I hadn't cried yet. They were waiting for me to break down. I was even wondering why I hadn't cried. I was starting to think I was emotionally damaged. I guess I'm not. There's hope.

I just started watching this and so far it's uber cute and adorkable.

Shore trip

Despicable Me!!

One piece of gum, two different victims.

I see the boardwalk rides..

Huge bucket of fries!!

Rediculously expensive, but rediculously good veggie burger.

The ocean!!

Claw game prizes.

The way the night was spent...kinda. My drink was the water bottle on the far right. I feel like I've changed so much in the last year. Last year around this time, I would've gladly partook in the drinking of intoxicating beverages. These last few months...not really feeling it.





I just found out my brothers have a Netflix account. I will definetly be watching many, many movies from now on.

Just saw Easy A. I wish a boy would pick me up on the back of a lawnmower.

At 10:07 this morning..

Mami Camilla passed away. May your soul rest in peace Grandma. Love you lots.

"You like making all of us fat, so you don't have to work so hard at being skinny."

I hate facebook. I'm about to punch my computer screen.

I'm thinking the end is coming soon and no one is ready.

Such a good song. Thank you Pandora.

Pikchturezz

Rebel

Car seats are safe

Chuck E. Cheese's sky tubes!!

Lotion art

Interesting magazine article

Pizza picture in the magazine. So tempting!!

Went to see Limitless

Luisito and Alberto sharing a soda



I learned how to square any number that ends in five, in my head. Pretty cool huh?

"I don't want to take you dancing when your dancing with the world."

Haircutz!

not a good idea. i feel like my hair is rediculously short now. not stoked. not stoked at all. GROW BACK!!!!! i want my long, wavy, tangled, unruly hair back pweazeee!

Self improvement month starts tomorrow....again.
First goal- daily exercise
Second goal- good food
Third goal- daily mental stimulation

"I'd take a nine to five for you."

Kickflip attempts on a tiny board.

Pictures...

.from the last couple days in NJ.

Plane view

Airport stuff

Kewt boi I slept next to on the plane

Manville Pizza

Bridgewater Mall

AMC is now a Dine-in Theatre?

Zach Galifianakis on the cover of GQ!

Dog

Terminal

Sign

"I am a fat dude at heart."

Ive had the opportunity to live in alot of places in my life, but I've only ever felt like I can call a select few home. New Jersey is definitely one of those. I was born and raised here. I am home once again.
First thing I did after getting to Bridgewater was go to twin city and then I went to Manville and went to the Manville Pizzeria with my brother. I binged (not ate) a whole bunch of unhealthy stuff. We're talking veggie burgers and onion rings and hashbrowns at BK, Cinnabon, donuts at DD, muffins and cookies at 7-11. It was great! I feel like crap now, am on the verge of puking, have a huge stomachache and headache but my taste buds were tantalized.

Mom:How do you shut the tv off?
Albert:It's a clap off.
Clap
Albert:You have to clap twice.
Clap clap
All three of us:BAHAHAHA
Mom gives us all the middle finger.

And we're off!

TWO And a HALF HOURS!!!

TOMORROW!!!

yeah yeah yeah

Colombian Hotdogs in Florida?!? OH MY!

I skated in my backyard today.

One More Day!!

One More Day!!

One More Day!!

One More Day!!

One More Day!!

I was talking with a friend about phones today and I never really realized how much I hate phones. I can honestly say I hate talking on the phone. There's nothing more irritating than having a phone ring when I am eating or talking to someone or trying to get something done. It makes me so mad when people are looking at their phone every two seconds or constantly texting. I've had those phases where my phone is in my back pocket, I know where it is all day and I need to have it and stuff, but some people take it overboard. I've had a cell phone since I was in sixth grade and I can honestly say that most of the years I've had one, I haven't had one by choice. Usually it's been for emergencies or as a way to keep tabs on me. If it was up to me, I wouldn't have a phone. There is nothing more irritating than spending time with someone and having them be on their phone the whole time.

two days left!! two days left!! super excited!! only two days left!! till what?? you'll never guess!! bwahahahahaha!! detoxing hard for the next two days. two days!! two days!! two days!! beet juice!! beet juice!! carrot juice!! celery juice!! two days!! two days!!

2 DAYS!!

Nom Nom. Breakfast.

Beautiful Saturday

mornings mean playing Taylor Swift on full blast on the way to the farmers market.

.camp has been haunting my dreams lately.

Happy is the heart that still feels pain
Darkness drains and light will come again
Swing open up your chest and let it in

When I first moved to Florida, I would go on bike rides to Al's Pizzeria which was a six mile round trip bike ride. Now that I don't eat pizza, I usually just ride around my neighborhood. Today was the first time since the fall that I've gone on a bike ride outside of my neighborhood and  I went to the local health food store and picked up some raw treats. I didnt even know we had a store around here that sold organic produce and a whole bunch of vegetarian and vegan foods. Definetly going to stock up on vegan cookies for if I end up getting off the raw food this summer after the set 90 days. I've been thinking about it alot lately and I realize that I feel better than I've ever felt in my entire life since starting to eat raw. I'm not quite sure I want to go off it after the 90 day attempt at being 100% raw. Its a very simple easy lifestyle. I don't miss eating cooked food. So far it's going pretty well. I've fallen madly in love with green juices. My favorite right now is plain spinach and apple. Sometimes I'll mix carrots, cilantro, and cucmber in there, but for the most part spinach and apple is where it's at. I've had a few minor slip ups here and there, like when I buy a couple 'raw' treats, don't realize that they use raw agave nectar and don't remember that raw agave nectar is actually heated to 140 to process it, or have 'raw' sushi but don't realize till after that the rice was cooked. For the most part I've done pretty good, I'm human though. Anyway...It was pretty fun exploring their store and I saw alot of cool stuff I didnt know was out there. After my exploring I skated Vans for four hours and then hung out at Taco Bell with a couple buddies. All in all, a pretty great day.

Tomorrow, I'm getting up early again and doing another long bike ride. Maybe nowhere special this time, just far. My goal is to try and go on a long bike ride everyday. At least five miles everyday. Today was day one.
On another note... there's a farmer's market tomorrow so I'm definetly going to check that out. I've been craving fresh figs like crazy lately, so I'm trying to find a tree or at least the fruit. I saw a couple trees at whole foods, but they're little and don't yet have fruit. And there's two more farmer's markets this week, one on Saturday and one Sunday. And on Sunday there's a raw food prep class at Whole Foods. And the Real premiere is on Monday at Midtown. So much awesome stuff going on in the next few days. I'm very excited!

Oh yeah, finding Durian around Kissimmee was a total fail. I'm going have to make the trip to Colonial in Orlando and search the oriental markets up there.

Later Today..

I will be going around to different asian food markets in the area to look for durian. Durian is a fruit that apparently has a terrible smell, imagine sewer and rotting eggs and garbage all mixed in together, but apparently tastes great, think really sweet and custardy. Someone brought it to my dad's job once and my dad almost puked. I have been warned that I won't be able to open it in the house. Haha. I am super excited to try a durian though. I hope I find one!

Liquid gold

I love my morning green juices.

Super Sunny Sundays.

I woke up early. My parents bought me two new pairs of jeans and I wore the black ones today. I wore my camp shirt for the first time since camp today. I rode my bike. My dad drove me around to apply at a whole bunch of jobs and then got me a whole bunch of spinach, strawberries, cucumbers and apples. I drank a whole bunch of veggie juice. My mom was super cool and cleaned my room for me, washed all my sheets, and put all my clothes away. It was warm out. I laughed, I loved, I enjoyed the day, and appreciated nature. It was a beautiful, sunny sunday. Awesome, awesome day.

New Jeans!!

Fun day Sunday

I woke up super early and spent all morning going around Vine St. applying for jobs. I hope I get one soon. I want moneyz nowz. I applied at alot of places, including alot of restaurants. The smell of the food was intoxicating, in a good way...sorta. I got super hungry seeing everyone eat and smelling all those wonderful smells, especially the waffles at Waffle House. And delicious food at Denny's...OH BOY! I just might be the crankiest person on the planet when I am hungry. But then I had a huge glass of watermelon juice and everything was okay!

I like the peace
in the backseat,
I don't have to drive,
I don't have to speak,
I can watch the country side

My weekend of juice feasting begins with a nice cold glass of spinach-apple juice for dinner. Cheers!

Bahaha

Waking up to reality after being in an amazing dreamland for like eight hours is such a trip. It takes a couple minutes to get your life back together and sort out what's real and what's not. I had such good dreams and to realize they were all lies is so..So.. Lame? Maybe thats the right word. I like dream land. It was good. Stuff that would probably never happen in real life happens in dreams. It's great and depressing at the same time.

Enjoying the thought of the person I used to be
the things I was proud of
the things I regret
some things I remember
some things I forget
well that's just me
before we met